Killing me softly

<p>She is the sum of what my sights see<br>
The totality of what might be <br>
The essence of beauty regardless of what you might think <br>
The phrase you are what I want is could make my heart sink <br>
Rejection is so common so numbing its a shame <br>
The killing of what could have been your exes are to blame <br>
I'm not man of fancy phrases to draw you in <br>
Sadly I'm the man you look past calling him just a friend <br>
Telling the world you can't see us, is an answer <br>
But to my ears the repetitive tone is like a cancer <br>
Killing without reason or even a early warning sign <br>
You killed the thought of us before you even tried <br>
I'm grateful for the thought but fuck it I'll move on
It just sucks to keep hearing that same damn sad song...

-Haze</p>

as the world turns

It seems like the longer time pass

less I seem to know you

years in the whole

and yet even ya own fears cant show you

love is blind a beast

it talks in riddles and tongues

can't seem to follow its speech

seems like on every word I'm hung

distance aint a factor

na but time will always tell

your words never seem to master

what you heart screams and yells

telling things about what it wants

and dreams of attaining it

im done figuring out your code

same ole broken record, I quit!

the day I look into your eyes

my souls gonna tell it all

love stops but as the world turns

we'll see whose more reluctant to fall

-Hazey

love and hate

i love the way you walk

but i hate the way you talk

if i flip and make you soft

you quick to cut me off

im feeling kinda lost

no matter the cost

ten toes down

would you still be around

if the money was on the ground

and shit aint taken off

how soon would you get lost

if things weren't so soft

the path life aint easy

but love is never breezy

and it aint to hard to please me

just stick around to squeeze me

and don't ever fuckin leave me

im man of harsh words

and ill kick you to the curb

if only i ever heard

that you did so ill gotten verbs

in short don't be a bird

ill catch ya when its all too late

flash backs in ya mind of our very first date

so chose wisely before its too late

if i love you you'll be a mate

or ill make you study the line of love and hate

-Hazey

ive had quite a bit to drink tonight

with that said lemme speak my mind

lemme say this but umm I'm not a hater but this song is pretty hateful

bitch I fucking hate you

everything about you

your walk

your voice

your talk

to your choice

of who deserves to be in your life

and who don't

im not a hater but i wont

let this hatred consume me

like the red stuff runs through me

your nothing but a memory of yesterday

if i could id erase you

id fucking replace you

and turn everything we had into planes

shoot them down from the sky 

while we smoke and float high

fuck you bitch Im on to better things

you fill my dreams with those things

that remind me of us and of all that i trust

and I cant seem to forget what you said when you left

so I run to the sun and with hope in each step

ill take one last breathe

and say fuck you and everything thats left

so Ill take my chance with you and all of this shit

fuck you bitch

i deserve so much more

bitch I hate you

all thats about you

from your walk

to you talk

to your voice

and your choice

of who stays in your life and goes

im a man of real dreams

and my eyes read the seams

of the stitch in your lies

their right in your eyes

fuck your hopes and your dreams

i know it aint what it seems

im a hater and your just a win

but every lie you once told

it made me so cold

and now im just afraid to forget

the bullshit i heard

and pain i endured

fuck you bitch in my eyes your a bird

-Hazey

Are You Brave Enough

Are you brave enough to follow your heart into the dark

when everything else falls apart

and your left with a broken heart?

Are you brave to stand before me and see me as your man

a man who understands not everything goes according to plan

even when everything fails, you can still hold my hand?

Are you brave enough to believe that love conquers everything

through its distances and tribulation we can we still sing

those same songs we first sang when we were just a fling?

Are you brave enough to trust me even if I have a past

and despite yours somehow can we still manage to grasp

that we are different now and whats left there are in the past?

Are you brave to admit that I'm not perfect and neither are you

that we are both just human and are trying to make it work

Are you brave enough to love me through the hurt???

-Hazey

I Feel Sick

I Feel Sick

I got this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach
Kicking me like a baby who kno I dont want it
I don't brag and don't boast and never flaunted
But everything ive done my dreams seem to be haunted
With memories of you and you and even you
Like a pussy with the flu 
She's fucking dripping blue

I feel sick...

It must be the thought of you
Or even just the cost two
Me and her or him or you
Jealousy isn't my thang
2 years ago you had my brain
I fuck these girls yet sometimes I see you
Somebody tell what fuck to do

I feel sick...

Bad desicions seem to follow me
And people judge men on what they see
And I'm just a man of pride wit pearly white teeth
I got Heart use to pain and fist full of shame
Sadly sometimes I'm just happy you remembered my name

I feel sick...

Take a peak at what I see
Lies and deceit aren't what i see
My hell is fuckin a woman who never peaks
Slamming for hours without even a torn sheet
And she loves to use her teeth
She loves bite me til I bleed
Her twat I can not see
My bloods all over me
Face, hands, chest down to my feet

I feel sick...

Like i said I got this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach
And if you gotta problem you try it if you want it
My will isnt to kill but its not to be tested
The meds don't always work so don't get me vexed bitch...

-Haze

Murder

Murder

Who knew I pulled the trigga
No such thing as an innocent nigga
Legitimate figure
Or jus another picture
Smiling through pain
And laughing at the game
Follow me to belly of the beast
I'm ripping up her vagina 
An I'm coming out her yeast
Folding in her stomach sideways
I'm the baby of her dripping always
Like the trees on fall days
Watch me run rampent
And know me as the evidence
If you run the country well I'm the vice president
Watch me take my residence
Watch me make things will be clearer
The murderer of my heart is the man in the mirror

*gun shot*

-Haze 

Forever

I gave her too much power

She could call me at any hour

Delivering to her hearts tower

If she only would pay attention

Shut the fuck and listen Stop thinking with her head and listen to her hearts diction

It's calling for me

And with a little time I can pick up her call

Tell her what's within my walls

She's always been looking for something more

I can give her the keys but she has to open up the door

Move herself in to and feel at home

Listen to my beat and never again be alone

Acceptance is the key that opens up your heart

Sad thing is I'm what you been looking for from the start

I say nothing as I watch you chase a dream without me

But I know you'll never find another man quite like me

You let fear stand between you and happiness or is it worse?

I gotta watch my words cuz I know this hurts

But you put me to the side hoping you can find better

Thinking I'll always be there if you must face the weather

I'm sorry to say this but I can't wait for you, forever...

-Hazey

Monkeys Can't Lie

No words just pure emotion 
Inhale exhale continue floating 
Tell why does this got me wide open 
Playing the same game insane it's got me hoping 
For something different 
Man she's got me tripping 
Slipping and falling down stairs 
Killing me with her smile 
Though she barely even cares 
Just a whisper in her wind 
Doesn't even know I'm there 
 
-Hazey

Greatness

what do you do when you feel your destined for greatness?
standing on the cusp on womens love and niggas hatred?
-Hazey

Conflicted

I am conflicted.

I like you, you are a lot like me, a friend I can't see myself actually losing but anything is possible. Its hard to type today, so excuse the typos please.

I don't wanna send the wrong message to you

at the same time I wanna send the correct one too.

How can I put this? I'm usually great with words but now at this moment I am all but confused.

I can be your friend but that means more space must be used

I don't want to care about the picture that stands

because everyone makes castles in the sand.

Your a lis d fluer yellow is your aroma

I want what I can have that is my glaucoma

visions of what I want are blurry and fuzzy with burn marks around it

the smell of whats real is haughty yet your smile surrounds it

how do you give up when you've barely even started yet?

move on like yesterday and the day before last i guess

when its all said and done my path is restricted

go or stay its all just conflicted

-Hazey

The man with no heart

  Excuse me for the side note, but Was I really unforgettable or just another joke? Do you ever really miss me or am just a ghost A past that's too fuzzy to remember Remember when were both members? Of a unsinkable ship of relations Icebergs of mistrust weren't so mistaken And words between us were so misplacen You were my sun to east and voice of the south I was your moon to west of your mouth You'd listen to my poetry as it flew in So many things have changed baby where do I begin?  Should I start where parted ways Should I tell you about my party days The women of no significance Or just tell I wanna be friends again? It seems like life is on a mission man And we are oblivious to the mission's plan And where do I fuckin stand? Here I am the man with heart again...  -Hazey  

Images

I keep seeing these images

Of you and me

Expressing things never spoken

Not moment wasted

Not a minute left untaken

Your skin to mine

My love to yours

Amazing to watch them intertwine

Your legs crossing mine

Your hands to my spine

My girth touches you

These images are burning

Leaving my mind yearning

For your touch

Your lust

and your love

Damn these images

-Hazey 

Inspiration

Inspiration

Inspiration is a gift
Comes to my mind so quick
Wrappe in secrets
That make my mind focus
When I unwrap her she blows me a kiss
Finding ways to seduce me 
and get my thoughts to show this
The fruits of us fucking
Passionately while she's sucking
The will from soul to fight back is not at home
She's inspiration and I can't stop her alone
The unstoppable force from within
It's like she's my wind
Keeps me breathing
Yet she keeps on teasing yet pleasing
With every and exhale
My mind roams  as I inhale
Her tricky is masterful
And I am just a bastards soul
Writing her will so classical
As she carves my soul
I learn to unfold
The my minds telling me no to her controls
But inspiration has her own way on this mans goals

-Hazey 

To a new crush

Who ever you are

where ever you go

Im right here

I understand you better

than most niggas

and thats something you fear

Love is crawling towards you

and it wont be long before the sun

try and escape your shadows

lets see fast you can run

im aiming for your heart baby

left handed and blindfolded 

rain and wind cant stop me

I lusting for your trophy

Im hoping you can stroke me

and make the wish come true

I want ya heart baby

and nobody can stop me from having you

-Hazey

Don't worry it won't be long

Don't worry it won't be long

Don't worry, it won't be long before I forget you
It won't be long before I forget to
Lock up my heart, and leave the key for the next one
Maybe she'll want me more then the past some
Who never saw the potential, or couldn't take the pressure
It won't be long before her hearts pleasures
Become the day to day, might I also say
I'll love her deeper and stronger in every way
She'll actually have my love, and I'll finally get it all in return
No more hateful distaste of those you left a burn
And left my heart to yearn
The sun will rise in her eyes
Set between her thighs
Her mountains will tower over her depths
And my hearts in her corridors on the top step
You'll see my love on her hand, her smile and in her song
One day I'll find love, so don't worry it won't be long

-Hazey   

its the first of November

They say give it ya best, but i always give em my worst

through the flames of  my failure this is what gave birth

through a mouth of confusion, people hear my words

understanding thoughts that made no sense when i heard

the verbs of birds cluckin words you neva heard, hit the curb

Hazey gettin hazey wit ya lady while she yellin please dont play me

buring wit my ninjas in the winter killin splinter

turtle green kermit in the shell of december

flavor off the wall so good i cant remember

tryna find my passion dawg, im tryna find the winner

somebody please remind me why im such a sinner

Cuz her ass is mighty fat but waist is mighty thinner

yeah i said it dawg im tryna get up in her

no man is ever perfect, just gut the dutch and place me in the center

so break me down and roll me up, and you can spark me in the winter

Flame me up!

-Hazey

in life there are only animals

truly there are only animals watch...

you can slither like a snake(suit n tie) or run with the wolves(shoot n ride)...
stand like the bear(warrior) or charge like the bull(villian)...
ravage with the sharks(intellectual) or die like fools(pigs)...

-Hazey

zombie horse

riding this horse i finally did the math

after watchin us gallop but never going fast

i saw the dust coming

i saw the blood running

but even though the sun settled, i just kept gunning

hoping for the best and true ride or die shit

my dumb ass just didn't know when to mothafuckin quit

we say ride it to the wheels fall off

but what about when you dont know ya wheels are lost

me and my right hand, yeah me and that wo-man

seems as though now its just me with my heart in my hand

it finally added up when i subtracted the superhero

me and you, one minus one...

equals Zero...

-Hazey

OF COURSE this one comes with a story :)

i think about you TOO much...its almost sickening...i finally have some type of feeling towards you after all the empty hollowness that you created...

here it goes, I wrote this at work, in cubicle hell as my co-workers plot, unions, sick days and petitions for raises...yeah my job is interesting to say the least, this is a story for another day...

"wow...at the end of the day, knowing you, caring for and about you...was all pointless...why do i...well why did I meet you if its of no value  to your life nor mine...out of the entire situation, I gained nothing but material objects that mean nothing at this point...I didn't gain a life long friend, a lover, a partner, a confidant...nothing...but a name and number that should never be used for some unearthly reason...knowing you, left me with emptiness because the experience of losing you was empty in itself...that is what bothers me"

-HaS

I need...

gimme something real something a nigga can feel

something i grap hold of, leather blue steering wheel

so i can get my life on, heart beating crazy

cuz we fuckin like we tryna have a baby

but baby, maybe I need something a lil more

sweat and pressure is building

see ya self in the mirror on the ceiling

I wanna see you reach whats real

in ya eyes I can tell what you feel

so show what you made of, so take off that thong

we gon see what kinda freak you is when I cut the lights on...

-Hazey