The man with no heart

  Excuse me for the side note, but Was I really unforgettable or just another joke? Do you ever really miss me or am just a ghost A past that's too fuzzy to remember Remember when were both members? Of a unsinkable ship of relations Icebergs of mistrust weren't so mistaken And words between us were so misplacen You were my sun to east and voice of the south I was your moon to west of your mouth You'd listen to my poetry as it flew in So many things have changed baby where do I begin?  Should I start where parted ways Should I tell you about my party days The women of no significance Or just tell I wanna be friends again? It seems like life is on a mission man And we are oblivious to the mission's plan And where do I fuckin stand? Here I am the man with heart again...  -Hazey  

2011 and hypocrisy

Lemme jus say this....and I don't usually go off unless provoked...hence the alter ego Oso

In order to get something you never had you must do something you've never done and its be 17 days into the new year and I am sick of hearing people say is 2011. Bitch I know what year it is...BTW this isn't addressed to one person, I'm a shotgun kinda man I'm sprayin everybody...So here is my list of DON'TS for the new year

1. Don't call your ex
1. an ex is an ex for a reason
2. Dont delete your facebook
1. this is not a life changing event
3. Don't say its 2011 after bringing up old shit and try to move on after the fact
1. nuff said
4. Don't act brand new(this goes for any year tho)
5. Don't make promises you can not keep
1. your word is all you have
6. Don't lead people on
1. liars never prosper
7. Don't be a smut
1. just don't be nasty, just cuz you can get it dont mean you should
8. Don't be the fool who fell for the same shit they fell for last year(hence number one)
1. dumbass
9. Don't say your making life changes just to delete your facebook and turn around in less than 6 months and make a new page
1. if you are a drama filled person deleting facebook wont eliminate the drama if anything you are doing the rest of the world a favor and savin us the hassle of reading about it
10. Don't be an asshole(this goes for me as well...lol)
1. be nicer, that is my new years resolution
11. Don't keep telling that same friend your going to hang out when you know good and damn well you aint gon chill with them, just be honest 
1. again liars don't prosper, just take the time to let the person know that you don't wanna chill with them definitely saves you the hassle of coming up with excuses...super duper utlra flexing ass nigga
12. finally if you are going to make life changes you DO NOT BRAG ABOUT IT!
1. I'm making changes to my life without flexin on the internet about it....if you are changing just change...you do not need moral support to change....

til next time

-Hazey

Love is Corny

She said something in response to my words. "I think love movies are cheesy/corny" She responds "I guess it depends on your views of love"

So here is what erupted from that thought, my last love was the best point of reference because she's the only person whom WAS in love with me...

Being in love was like being on an island. Circling around the same subjects, some good some bad, not because I didn't understand the bad but because the problem was never truly solved. I felt like I was trapped in an ocean of their ambiguity.

Yes, an island. What is on the island depends on who you are in love with. I never knew what to do because no matter what I did the same results showed. I felt insane. Like I was trying to solve a puzzle that had no answer to begin with. Nothing to build shelter with but plenty of sunshine when they were were happy. When storms would rage their anger would unrest the seas. Their waves of subtle insults took forever to digest.

My thoughts on love are simple. Don't fall, fly...

Images

I keep seeing these images

Of you and me

Expressing things never spoken

Not moment wasted

Not a minute left untaken

Your skin to mine

My love to yours

Amazing to watch them intertwine

Your legs crossing mine

Your hands to my spine

My girth touches you

These images are burning

Leaving my mind yearning

For your touch

Your lust

and your love

Damn these images

-Hazey 

an Ode to lil Bruh

An ode to lil bruh

You are oblivious, to everything. You kick my ass in dominoes all the time, yet fail in math. You look up to me and I realize that more now than ever. Our father has never really held any real weight in your eyes. In my opinion I have to make sure I live up to every expectation you have of me. Your are my burden and dammit I'm proud to take you as it. I wanna lead you in the right direction by leading by example. I'm moving to New York for myself but I'm doing it with all the right intentions. I wanna send you things in the mail. I wanna bring you out to stay with me for the summer once. I wanna come home as if I never lost touch with you. Your all I have and I don't intend to lose sight of that.

To that lil man whose taking pride in his beard which hasn't grown in yet. The guy that kicks my ass in dominoes. The guy that is just like me with women, very particular. To the guy that reps the white sox til the death of them. To the guy that can somehow not close a single door including the cereal box lid. To the guy that can run numbers so damn fast it's astonishing. To the kid I can go joke for joke with all day long. To the guy I can just chill and watch a show about suping your car up. 

Much love lil bro
-Hazey