It seems as though I've stumbled on to a new problem. This kind of talk seems to follow me around from one woman to another.
"You make me wanna abandon my beliefs and fuck the hell outta you"
....it seems as though I am not a man, Adam, so to speak. Instead of being Adam to Eve, I am the apple.
Temptation, lust, desire, primitive urges...
I honestly at one point loved that feeling. The ability to destroy and break down any wall in my path set in front of me by a woman. Now I wonder if that same ability is my down fall?
I don't know but for now it appears to be a problem, that will undoubtedly be the same reason I am single, regardless of how many women I sleep with...
Like seriously its fine if you like being a shiny tool that causes people to do anything and everything to get it. The sad part is when they get it, is it worth it?
So far what I've found out, doesn't prove that it is...
My question is, what now?
just a question
Okay so I just posted this and now I'm revisiting this with a quick side note.
I have a saying, "Great to have not to keep." Meaning I'm not a bad person to date, just a not a man you wanna marry. I'm not crazy or anything lol. Seriously! I'm not lol. I just know that I'm kinda like crack. You love me and can't stop yourself from indulging. When you do finally get control of yourself, you can never relapse....
I seem to always get the same luck with women...oh well...anyway just a bit of background info for you