Pen Pal, Life thus far

I know you are all like WTF??? Lol is this a letter? And why is it typed? lol

YES!..

…So I'm gonna be ur pen pal

Imma start writing you to keep you in the loop so when we talk it ain't so full of gaps. I think it may even help our friendship in the long run... I miss you...

I've been so many places and done so much shit idk where to begin. So last place I remember telling you : christena got married to Kim, Micheal is...still not married to that thing with two kids, shorty dropped off the globe after you left, and quitta text me yesterday lol.

Christena married and a he-she. Yep I said it she married a woman that looks like a man, literally...she even moved to Iowa to live with her and be gay lol. That sounds so mean out loud lmfao! Yeah that shit is still funny to me.

Mike works everyday and comes home to that. I wish there was something I could do for em you know? But he's in a tight spot, I trust God though so he'll get out somehow.

I saw shorty once after you left and heard about her at a party. Shit was strange yo. Small world we live in. Ain't heard shit bout her since.

Oh yeah renaldo removed the wet and wavey shit from his head thank God! No more human torch mess. Cuz that nigga was a Hot mess... Now he's just a mess lol he's go his own place though...I'll give him that thou.

Quitta is my nigglet lol. She had me rolling the other day through text messages. Calling me a hot mess for being in the streets lol. She called me a black baboonie lmfao

Alex is getting into college. Daniels big as hell now. Giving me dap and shit. Anthonys still Anthony lol. I'm throwin a lil party at my house this weekend him and Alex are coming.

I wish you were!!! ('_')

Moms dating and everything which is cool. I told her the minute i hear him say the wrong thing, its me and him no longer you and him...lol...I will say I worry about her...

My dads dating a Hispanic woman!!!!!To be honest I have no idea what to say about this. I will say that I am not surprised that he's dating a Hispanic woman, I am surprised that he is in fact dating. He's becoming himself again. I wish him the best of luck. I love my dad, wow I just said that. It's time that time changed anyway. I gotta say I'm kinda happy for him...

I don't know how to say this but I'm going to Florida. I am going to move up there after I finish college though. I'm gonna try and get some music off the ground out there. I know you think I'm prolly never going to come up there but I AM. I just got somethings to do before I do. New York is where I'd like to live and just live you know? I don't make promises often, and I try to keep it that way, but I promise you Imma come get you one day. Imma find a way to surprise yo ass! Lol

Sabrina I want you to know that you mean the world to me, and I don’t know where I’d be if you …yeah…I also what you to know is that no matter what happens. No matter where you go we looking at the same sky at night.

So how is everything? What's going on? How's New York?

-

Sent from my iPod

Hassan Omar Jr

I need...

gimme something real something a nigga can feel

something i grap hold of, leather blue steering wheel

so i can get my life on, heart beating crazy

cuz we fuckin like we tryna have a baby

but baby, maybe I need something a lil more

sweat and pressure is building

see ya self in the mirror on the ceiling

I wanna see you reach whats real

in ya eyes I can tell what you feel

so show what you made of, so take off that thong

we gon see what kinda freak you is when I cut the lights on...

-Hazey

Break-Even

Break Even

A lesson from this quarter past...Lesson on Breaking Even...
In business companies may have some areas that they are losing money. Breaking Even means the where revenue and the expenditures meet on a graph where no money is lost nor is it gained...

A song just came on about Breaking Even, relationship wise, by the script. Whom made a song called the man who can't be moved...

Here's where school and real life meet in my head...

Hearts do not break even. Nope not at all. Divorces are nastier. Luckily it wasn't a divorce...

She got over it much faster than you did...and that's okay...you took much more from that break up than she did...so what if it hurts you more or less...it doesn't matter...even if she cared a little bit would it really make any of this any easier? Actually no...you wanna say yes...but your biased...so fuck it...

It's time you took that huge heart breaking loss and learn from it. Might as well get a reward out of your pain...

moving on is strange...

Because everyone leaves behind something they once wanted...

Learn from it...and keep it as a lesson learned and a blessing...from what I hear china has a shortage of women...

-Hazey

Dreams

J. COLE "Dreams" [feat. Brandon Hines]

Yeah! Uh! Yeah, you gotta look, You gotta follow me, what I'm doin' rite here mayne Like when I say this shit is crazy, I don't mean it's crazy like crazy I just mean crazy like it's fuckin', it's actually crazy, Nah'mean Yeah! Seems like I always had crushes on chicks I couldn't have And then I end up fucking with someone I shouldn't have See, in my mind, it's like I'm perfect for her, I gotta show her But sadly, in reality, dog, I don't even know her But still somehow she got my mind infatuated Absolutely fascinated with the thoughts of what she might be like Time after time after time I had to wait, is- Is fate procrastinating? I can take it 'cause I might be right, 'cause it's This is the girl of my dreams, yeah Ay, is she good as what she seems? Uh, or am I lying to myself? Uh, ay should I try and get some help? Yeah, this is the girl of my dreams Is she good as what she seems? Or am I lying to myself? Ay, should I try and get some help? Yeah, yeah Oh shit, she passed me on the boulevard Ay, tell me is it stalking if I follow her Like all the way home without her knowing Nah, nigga, I'm just curious where she stay at Besides when I'm with her, this gon' be the spot we lay at And maybe I'll just drive by occassionally And if one day I happen to see her outside, she wave to me, Imagine what she'll say to me This ain't no time to be afraid no more It's time for bravery No matter if my homies think I'm crazy This the girl of my dreams Hey, ay is she good as what she seems? Uh, or am I lying to myself? Uh, ay should I try and get some help? Yeah, this is the girl of my dreams Ay, is she good as what she seems? Or am I lying to myself? Ay, should I try and get some help? Yeah, yeah, look I spot her walking in the mall, okay, it's time to grow some balls If she really gon' be yours, oh my god, I'm walking towards her My mind screaming stop, but my legs keep walking forward Straighten up your face, nigga, she see you coming for her My heartbeat racing, and my hands keep shaking Say something, you shy motherfucker, she's waiting, "Wassup girl, don't mean to interrupt But in the city I done met a lot of women But you from my dreams, ay will you come true? I know about a show that we can catch, Some R&B and rap, ay you should come thru" She said, "uh, I love too, except I don't like rap Besides, if I went with you, then I don't really think my man would like that" Damn! Man, Okay, you say you got a man, I mean, I definitely understand, I'm happy for you, really am, I couldn't have been the only fan in the world Of a girl like you I mean, you're beautiful, and I'm sure he's a very nice dude It ain't no biggie, well I'm sure that I'm gon' see you around the city Only thing I ask if shit don't work out for y'all, don't forget me And don't act like a stranger when you see me on the scene I came up with a world-class scheme to get The girl of my dreams Uh, ay is she good as what she seems? Uh, or am I lying to myself? Or should I try and get some help? This is the girl of my dreams Ay is she good as what she seems? Or am I lying to myself? Ay should I try and get some help? Yeah, yeah So I find out the nigga name, know exactly where he stayin' Find out when he leave for work, hold up nigga, is you sane? I'm a follow in my car; I'm a cut in front of his Run him right into the wall, maybe even off the bridge I give her a little time, then console her while she crying She gon' take that as a sign; finally she will be mine I'll be king, and she'll be queen when I hit her with ring At the wedding, who gon' sing? This the girl of my dreams Is she good as what she seems? Or am I lying to myself? Ay should I try and get some help? Ay, this is the girl of my dreams Is she good as what she seems? Or am I lying to myself? Think I should I try and get some help?

the very thought

The very thought of you makes me wanna roll up one and smoke you away....

I think that thinking of you gives me a reason to continue my habit...

I've tried all the things I will allow myself to get you out of my head and honestly none have worked...

smoking only makes it worse...

come to think about it all I've been doing since then is trying to forget some shit I will never forget...

which takes me back to my first thought...

The Very Thought of You makes me wanna Roll Up one and Smoke you away....

-Hazey