keeping things separate or a secret

I don't know
i have no shame or guilt
but when you sit there and think about it
whats the difference between keeping things
Separate or Keeping things a Secret?
to me nothing really
you hold your tongue to avoid fights
you keep things to yourself to avoid
hurting the other person or to avoid making them mad
so in all honesty, when things surface or
show up later how do u explain them?
what are you to say to the other
what exactly are you to say?
when the other person discover this what are they to say?
what are they to think?
and how do you resolve the doubts that have entered your minds?

Her name is

Just as elegant as I ever imagined

Easy going and bubbly at the same time

Sensual woman so amazing to me

Seeing is believing, she must be a dream

I can't believe i know her I'm so glad to know her

Cause without her I'd be lost and without

Another half. So glad she puts up with my black ass...lol

Colbie Caillat

I just realized
I really just realized
How and what they felt
I just had to pay attention
i had to watch listen
i understand your side more than you know

cracks in my shell

Cracks in my shell

the things that i thought were what wanted
seem to be within grasp
and from there i have to ask
what do i do from there?
with all these goals we set for our lives
what use to us are they?
the turtle who walks amongst the stones has
as many cracks in his shell as his befriended
anchored down companions
he seems impenetrable and almost untouchable
but he never makes a decision he doesn't plan to
follow through with
but when he arrives there whats next?

i'm sitting here collecting my thoughts
on everything i think on a daily basis
being ever careful with my words
i choose to say that i know where i want to be
what i want to do
and even how i want to do it
its just somethings i'm just not used to
i'm not used to having my friends being always there
i'm not used to having a girlfriend who ACTUALLY CARES
i'm not used to this whole college thing

Always, and Never

Maybe I have met the perfect girl
the problems are completely different than i ever thought they'd be
i mean at first glance you would see what I know
at first glance you'd go after her too
saying damn she's fine
damn she's smart
but every other nigga would turn and run if they knew what i knew
i feel strongly about her
she's worth the fight
it aint about my pride
but on this girl i will not just give up
she's showed me alot about myself in the short time i've known her
from what i should consider in myself to other ways of life
i feel like she's helping to point me in the direction my parents couldn't
not saying she's [God] or anything but she's doing things to me i cant even begin to explain
my heart was confused on things it had never thought of be4
i remember saying to her "I aint what you're used to"
funny thing is...she should've been saying that to me
she makes me smile in ways nobody else ever has
i like it
someone said to us today
"You two are in love"
she responded before i did
"YEAH! We are!"
never had that before
never had someone i knew wasnt going anywhere
never had someone who wanted me there not needed me there
never been able to write about someone like this before

I always used to say i want a girl thats into me as much as i to her
from what i see, she is
I always used to say i want a girl i can be friends and lovers with
from what i see, she is
I always used to say i want a girl that will meet me halfway
from what i see, she does

It scares me how great she is to me
It scares me how close we are already
It scares me i almost let her pass me by