sometimes i just have to ask myself
can she really have done that much damage
could she really have left that large of a scar?
i only knew her for so long...how on earth could i have lost it all?
my faith in others
the ability to love openly?
I remember for the longest time all i ever wanted was to just be happy and feel better
when i finally got those tears, when i finally got that appreciation
it didn't matter.....
so why is there doubt left in my mind?